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[27 Feb 2006|07:45pm] [ mood | mellow ] we are crashing and burning. It's gona be over soon, i can feel it.............. 3 put their hands on me

good bye me...... [11 Feb 2006|11:14pm] [ mood | crushed ] Life........ ...I hate it........ ......i try to be nice to everyone and it still gets turned on me some how. I want to know how i can try and be the nicest person i can and yet people get pissed of at me for being nice. I'm sick of being nice. I think life was a little easer when i was mean to people. At least then i didnt have to worry about friends cause i didnt have any. I won't have to worry about pissing people off because i won't care about them anymore. That will be easyer than being nice. Say good-bye to Ryan, and welcome that person that you will never know as a friend. 2 put their hands on me

[25 Dec 2005|07:38am] MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! I LOVE YOU ALL! *HUGS FOR ALL WHO READ* put their hands on me

[09 Dec 2005|09:44pm] [ mood | fat ] I can only wish i didn't eat as much as i do....................... .......why i don't stop myself, I DONT KNOW!! put their hands on me

[25 Nov 2005|11:05pm] If i see another piece of food, or touch another piece of food im gona shoot myself in the head. i've eatin enough food for six people and i feel like 6 people. why i do it, i dont know. 1 put their hands on me

[25 Nov 2005|05:30pm] I've been stuck in the house all day. I'm still in my Pj's and im hyper as anything. no one has been home since 9 thins morning. I feel really wierd, kinda bouncy, but then at the same time really run down. it's fun chasing crickets around my basement and shotting them with a bb gun. all in all, im bored put their hands on me

But i try so hard! [27 Oct 2005|09:52pm] [ mood | depressed ] Ok, so i went to the doctors today and they weighed me in. I've gained 15 pounds. end of happy me.... WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!! I TRY SO FRICKEN HARD TO KEEP MY WEIGHT DOWN AND UNDER CONTROL BUT I CAN'T!! i'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF!! I'M NEVER GONA BE A COXSWAIN AT THIS RATE! AT THIS RATE IM GONA BE THE OLD ME...... ...THE FRIENDLESS, FAT, UGLY, PEICE OF CRAP I WAS 9 MONTHS AGO!!! I feel like crying now, I'm done typing 2 put their hands on me

so yeah... [25 Oct 2005|02:45pm] I think i found out what my problem is.........i might be bipolar. It would explane me always either being really hyer, or really mello/sad. put their hands on me

SWEET!! [23 Oct 2005|08:35pm] [ mood | bouncy ] to you democrats out there im sorry andi know what your gona think. Today i got a picture from Bush, signed by Bush thanking me for all the help I put into the last Election. I did a lot of work two summers ago for the election and canvased a lot of the local area. I feel so special, you can tell it's not a fake signature!!!!!!! WOOT!!! put their hands on me

forever [17 Oct 2005|07:06pm] [ mood | touched ] today, i was doing homework and i looked up for a second. I looked up at a whitw rose that Shannon had given to me. I stared at it for a while and realized, that rose has been sitting in the same cup of water for almost three weeks and has not even begun to wilt. I sat for about 20 min in amazement and awe just thinking about that. I've never clipped the stem since i got that rose and yet it is still as beautiful as the day i got it....ALMOST THREE WEEKS AGO!!! I love her so much, it has to be a sign. put their hands on me

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